Theory Exam

having theory exam on the 24th of August
keep having lessons like mad fellar..
uh..tire and stress and pressure
juz get over stressful finals exam though i din do very well
i still cant have my break!
haiz..
ppl says life is full of choices
but it doesn't really happens in me..
i cant say No for things that i dun wan to...>.<
ok, to adults, i'm always a small kid who cant think properly and cant differentiate wats right and wrong, wats good and bad...but hello! i'm already 18 yrs old!!!
haiz..so still have to wait for awaile..
so, i'm just letting it be..it's cuz i really cant do anything at all!
putting effort in trying to keep things all to myself~