Haze everywhere

today whole day at home
didn go out for breakfast cuz it's damn hazzy out there
duno do wat oso
damn tired..lazy..feel-less..
Sigh~
why dun the government set those ns camp for 2 yrs?
like sgpore..
those ppl are to serve the country for 2 yrs
if i'm in camp for 2 yrs
wow!
it would be fun man!
damn bored with my life now
cuz if there's no need to step in the hectic college
then i'll be idle-ing around the house like crazy ppl
bored! ish!!
help me out!!!!

duno wat happen

used to sleep late and wake up early~

but duno y dis morning couldn wake up

i feel very very heavy and tired

yesterday sleep quite early oso

haiz....

and duno why nowadays keep feel like eating

omg,

i really have to control myself these days

though the temptation is so strong!

haiz~

1st time

Woke up around 6 to prepare for my 7am piano class...
lolx..i know it's unusual-super early
but wat to do...
i rather finish it as early as posible at least if anything that held on Saturday,
it wont be a problem for me to attend!
i woke up at 6am, of course to condition my hair! haha
it's a big sacrifice for a pig like me! xp
well,
2 weeks didn practice piano..haha
cuz my piano teacher went to travel
and i'm taking advantage to be lazy!
lucky didn get any scolding this morning~
Drove alone to class as usual
and drove home at 8 something.
mum ask me to pour go and pour petrol when i reach home!
i was like..Shit!
i never did it before..
i've never ever drive ALONE to a petrol station and refill the tank!
at first i said NO,
and then mum says,
then there's no point for them to get me a car in future..cuz i dare not..T.T
so, at last..
i still go and try
luckily everthing went smooth~(wiping sweats)
a safe 1st time!
hahax!!

it's a Thursday

Finally i have a Thursday off
didn need to go to college~ wheeeee...
happy and sad..(obviously i'm emo-ing..xp)
happy cuz i've got a free day due to The End of sum classes for sem 1
and sad cuz there's another presentation for tomorrow.
sigh~
exhausted~
finals is coming soon
and yet i'm not flipping my books..xp
dun feel like studying..
damn dizzy when i see those tiny tiny words
and after reading and reading it still didn get into my brain
i give up!
just try luck during exams..haha
and my mum is going to kill me if i fail any of the subject
it'll gonna cost her at least a thousand per subject if i retake..xp

Hell Heels..@.@

it's a compulsory to wear formal for presentation
sienz~
i prefer wearing Tees + Short + Flip Flops..
comfortable..xp
a 3 inches of high heels really kills me on That Tuesday (1st presentation @2009)
sedaya international is having some kinda construction going on or i should say renovation
here close down there close down..zzz
have to walk and walk and walk to reach block C-where our lesson helds
even wana go to library also got problems
i'm like climbing and climbing cuz that road is a slope
with high heel-juz a normal 3 inches one
well,
i'm fine with heels when i do my shopping..xp
maybe cuz i'm concentrating on looking around and i didn notice if the heels does hurt my feet
but when i'm in sku on the stupid road...
super hard for me to reach my destination!
it deeply hurts my feet!!
*ish*
and loads of stairs to ups and downs...zzz
sigh~
thank god i didn fell!
if not.... .... ...(dare not think)

happenings~

wat on earth is this happenings to me!
tuesday~ bloody moral presentation - war
tuesday~ film and art presentation - recordings (embarrassing)
wednesday ~ office application - laptop
help!!!!
i dun wan to live anymore
i give up
i dun wan study anymore
i dun wan all these anymore
i am goin crazy
i juz wan to be me
T.T
i wan to go back to the pass
i wan to go back to secondary
i wan to go back to ns
i only wan my happy moments!!!
feeling so dead!
sigh~

i'm soooo sick!!!

it's almost the end of the 1st sem

damn sickening

it means my final is no far away

but dat doesn affect me

exams doesn bother me!

i'm juz sick of studying

i need a break!!!

argh~~

have to start coarse selection again

a big headache

here clash..there clash

why cant the college management set all properly?!!!

~juz so sick~