2009

half a year has gone..
everythings seems so different as last time already!
but i cant always stay in the back and not moving forward wert!
the most happiest moment of the year was being with u!!(the one who is important to me)
i juz hope more and more happy moments to come!
i am waiting...waiting.. and hoping!!!!

moutain kinbalu

Notice that rock behind the clouds??? That's the one i went up to!!!

The 1st impression i saw that mountain was OH MY GOD!

I didn aspect it was so high!! is like climbing to the heaven.
It really hurt my muscle went i got down from the mountain due to not been excercising at all. Luckily i'm not the one only, all who went up with me also suffer from terrible muscle pain!

Mine was not serious as them till have to take pills. lol

Everyone was walking like a crab after they've sucessfully got down from that life consuming mountain.

Guess wert, those crazy aunty still wana go shopping!

Having problem with walking still wana shop..sigh!

Pity those children like me force to walk too!

Missing the PAST

Life is so miserable, when u're having IT,
u wont even bother to look at IT, not to say appreciate it,
but once u losses it, and thats forever, GONE forever!!
Is this so called as LIFE??
I'm really sick of it!
Was once i have everything,
nice compound to study,
place to sit and fight for marks,
greens to exercise and have fun,
time to gossip or joke around,
chance to be in the best camp,
force to sweat yet helps in staying healthy,
fellow to speaks without hesitating,
bunch of happy true friends,
group of posers,
gang of our own,
few of the trusted once...
And now, i have nothing much left.
Age have bring me out of the compound i used to be,
Friends have left to strive for their future,
Time have stuck for assignments,
Mentally are welcoming pressure!!!
I hope there really have such thing so called as time machine to be on earth!
I really misses my PAST!
All my happy moments...
Sigh~

Life in College

i dun really like life at college.
ppl use to tell me it is not as fun as wat we thought during secondary school.
yet, i thought they were humble.
It's because movies shown by the hollywoods are so fun!
And now, i feel it.
Not fun at all. Nothing nice.


Sigh, but i still have to move forward,
there's no way to get rid of these and be able to jump into the future.
So, just hope time flies fast in the rainy days of mine.

continue...(nasional service)

well, kinda lazy to write it all out, ps
those who are able to get into my page are likely to have my contact..
so anything just call and ask me lorr....

National Service

Many complaints i've heard regarding about our country national service. Bad ones. Just very very few say it's Good. For the pass 3 months, i was sent to Pahang, Cherating for this program.
At first i was really not use to it, wake up before the sun rise to do exercise, bath with icy cool water everytime, eating spicy food as daily meals, sleeping in a full of dust dorm, speaking malay from time to time, having 'gotong-royong' every week.... Luckily i am not those home sick type, i juz use about 3-5 days to get use to it. I love those tuff activities there, maybe because i am those who are so in love with adventurous activity. I enjoy making friends but mostly chinese. Some teachers at there are so friendly. Some are such a racist till we actually feel it without been told.
We have been asked to go into the forest. Dirty utensils they gave us. Thousands of ppl have been using it. EEEWWW!! Basically Maggi mee is my meals!! And i actually planned how much water to use to drink. Sickening! Usually i dun have to hesitate to drink but at there have to think this think that. First time in life holding 'parang' knife chopping trees. Tiring and INSECTS!!! Argh~~ Big mosquito kissing my whole body, Giant ants visiting our tents...etc
Once finish this little part of thingy we called as wirajaya, we went straight back to campsite. Luckily i went to bath early, cause after that no water!! Stinky ppls in room. Nearly suffocate to death. Stinking for hours finally get back to wash up and yet no water. What in a world am i living. Lolx.
To be continue...

18th Nov 2008

Today add maths paper is really killing!!!
Spm for this year is like up to standard.
Almost all papers are out of my expectation!
During the one and a half hour break
my friends and i went to ipoh chicken rice for lunch.
We waited for 30 minutes for that bowl of noodle!!
Wat a 'GOOD' service.
Mel and i went back to our exam station
15 minutes earlier before the paper starts.
We were chatting as usual.
Suddenly, one of the teacher incharge
call both of us into the main station.
We were frighten.
Lolx,we think too much!
Those teacher just want us
to witness that those papers are not open!
2 hour and 30 minutes i scribbled and scribbled!!
Have no time left to check my papers. Haiz...
After exam, my hand's muscle really sour!!