HARD HARD HARD!!!!!

OMG!!! now i really see wat's a degree!!
damn! Macro midterm is so hard!!!
now i know why the lecturer say,
50% of the class will not pass this subject!!!!! shittttt!!
i pray pray pray pray pray...that i'll be the lucky 50% that pass!!
real tricky those question! it's just midterm!! gosh..
wat if final?!!! i really cant imagine! ]=
i got very tired and bad headache after the MIDTERM! urghh...
brain twisted too much for today!!! @.@

And AND,
i was the lucky person pick by the BIS lecturer to answer his question in class!
guess wat, i didnt pay attention and was really exhausted,
and the worst part is i dun even have any notes with me!
how would i know wat the hell is he talking about?!
Fishy Fishy...ish....

Girl, you'll never know how much I Do Miss You! ♥

who really understands..

year 1 sem 2 just started for 2 weeks and another 2 more days,
i'll be sitting for my deadly midterm! and yet,
my lecture notes wasnt with me! damn!!

life doesnt seems to be great,
i would prefer there's nothing for me to worry in life,
nothing to strive, nothing to care about,
but these days seems to be far far away~
there's no more spoon feeding in sku,
weeks to submit and prepare for this sem to end,
pressuring myself to sit for piano exam dis coming april,
forcing myself to stretch during yoga and get my body all numb up..=.=
smiling in front of everybody like nothing seems to be bothering me but actually i wasnt in the mood...etc..

i wana jump off this stage and hide inside sumwhere else.
i'm tired. but i just have no where to go.

my face will never show the real me.
only few will know wat i was really thinking.
and i love them. =)

We were Once so Near yet Now so Far

Is this just the beginning, or is this end??
Sigh~ feeling so lonely

Ever since i start to understand our world and life, i met you...
Among 4 of us, you were with me... and now.... ...
i've never admit anything in front of u,
but i'm sure you know how it goes without me saying. =)
There's too much things to say but i couldn find a word to start...sry
Hope you'll feel it in ur heart and i believe you'll understand.
Dun worry about anything, everything will be just fine. Trust me!
You'll be having lotsa fun, Just Take Good Care of urself!!!
May God always be with you~



ps: "dun tell me u've change ur best friend"..."i never" xD

i'm lost

how're u lately? how's life? where're you?..
this is the most common question among my compound.
bored~
stop asking and fuck off when u dun really meant to care about!
i'm unAvailable!

i've just finish my sem3 finals.
if i passed all my subject, and there i go for a DEGREE
if i dun then retain for a sem just to retake *touch wood*
i seriously don know where i wan to be in my future..
those unpredictable ones. sigh
have got no interest in whatever things
just meant to be in business field
blindly pick up marketing bcuz thats the only course without calculations
many ppl told me,
u wont be in where u planned to be,
but the problem is, i dunno wat i wanna be
and where's my goal..
nothing to focus, life's meaningless..

college really blinds me up,
when sem begins,
clashing of time table for at least a week,
when things settled down, quiz and assignment were introduced,
then 'hello' mid-term, follow on by presentation and then finals!
this routine will keep cycling till i graduate..zzz
change college? study abroad?
i did think of dat once,
but nothing seems to excite me..
no matter where i station,
things will be the same
as well just stay and not waste money

so lost, tired, and sick of things..
my piano, another pressure issue when exams is around the corner.
i dare not decide when to sit for the exam, it's just one more step to end the story,
tons of effort to be put in..i'm avoiding it!
but i know, sooner or later i still have to face it..

friendship??
ever since we've step into a different society,
our timing goes up and down..
stuck in books and busy for credits
everyone striving for their own goals
too much time spent apart... ... ..
well, just GUD LUCK in future peeps =)
relationship??
my status: ~personal issue~
if u feel that i'm single, dun even think of it, bcuz i'm not interested
if u feel that i'm not, thank you. i'm happy with who i am with. :P

I'm Fully BooKED!!! zzz

CNY break is over...zzz
and the 1st bad news i received this morning is This Friday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! =.=
*only sumbody will understand why i hate public holiday which falls on friday
2nd bad news is, i'll be having intro to business mid term tml! damn wtf!..uhh..
packed schedule ahead! damn sienZzz..

23/2 introduction to business mid-term
2/3 introduction to probability and statistic mid-term
3-4/3 college's street carnival (intro to business assignment)
5/3 accounting practice assignment due
15/3 accounting practice mid-term
16/3 computing studies mid-term

see, i'm so busy right!!!! uhhhhh..
need to get prepared~
ciaoz~

Specially dedicated to Cow Cow ^-^

CountDown-ing:
Another 2 more hours is my house's COW 19th Birthday!!

post it by now, wont be too early gua~ Xp

Burfday BaBe


~the LaLat sunglasses~

Happie Sweetest 19th Birthday to you Bitch~ ^-^
(sounds so bad, always call you bitch, but you are 1) teehee

May ALL your dreams come true
stay Happy and Healthy FoREver

me!! (the one never will forget to ss..xp)

Heartz Eu~♥
mwahbie-muackies-mwahxie

updating~ =P

omg omg omg Omg OMg OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!
i just cant believe how long i hadn been updating my poor lil bloggie~
pity lil thing!!

~new year 2010
~started my 3rd sem not long ago but bloody time table still keep on changing! wtf
~just got my sup paper done, hope i pass
~having Great FRIDAYssss
~memorable 120110 *ilove you =D
~thinking to get my hair trim anot cuz just got it cut not too long ago
~need to get my white doggie a spa in a pail with bubbles cuz it's turning yellow again! Xp
~hadn get my CNY shopping done! daddy when are you freeeeeeee????!!!!
~wants to hang out with my lovely Bitch+ESSS
~lotsa buddies leaving m'sia soon, need more gatherings!!!! and mummy plssssss, dun stop me!!!
~needs to save money
~treassuring time with my love ones

and anD aND AND AND AND AND

~ LYNN is OFFICIALLY 19 yrs OLD!!! sob sob
*piggy is turning Old too, 10 days after me! welcome to the old ladies club! xP

D3aD

i'm dead! Really dead~
tons of assginments to be submit on this coming NOvember! >.<
computing essential - not started anything cuz no idea wats all the html all about
film and art - gosh! wat do u aspect from me?? i just enjoy movie NOT analysis-ing!
writing for academic purposes - damn, write essay den write essay la, why need to find 10 sources about it!
malaysian studies - the only assignment done cuz need to submit at the 1st week of Nov!
Quantitive Methods and CE - midterm soon (wtf, before dat test 1, test 2..end up now need midterm again..eeewww!)
stressss~

just keeping this alive

sleepy head~ (dis pic was taken last 2 weeks)

it's been awaile i hadn update myself!
hmm,
everything is still fine,
currently rushing for assignments and revising for midterm And AND try to sleep as much as possibe! as usual piggy Lynn loves to sleep with her lil doggie! xp
gotta move on~
ciaoz~

just emo-ing, ignore this passage

God damn it!
i cant sleep! wtf
was damn freaking tired and yet i am still rolling on my bed till dawn!
then finally fall asleep, but this is just a short nap, cuz i woke up again..
so the whole nite was sleep..awake..sleep..awake! sigh~
it's damn cold in the nite,
my skins are like the ice skating ring,
just lack of skaters wearing sharp knife shoes skates on it
brain keep popping up lotsa things..
i am damn freaking useless
i wanted to 挽回
but i was at the main fault, have got no 资格 to even speaks about it..
i am the idiot who cant really give love anymore
due to the limitations i have! LOSER!
all i can do is just stupidly crying..LAME
Lynn i hate u! damn it!
would u just get the fucking rid off urself?!
answer is No!
cause i was damn clear, even clearer than before,
i do Love u Bitch!
i promise that i'll respect ur decision made
as long u're happy, healthy and xing fu ALWAYS..
dats all i asked for
no matter how hard, how pain it is,
i can get over it..
there's just no other words to replace this~ i love u!





dun leave me, i am afraid..
Life is just so miserable..
ps, ily

Rest in Peace

when things comes to an end?

is there really peace?

does peace really exist?

nobody knows..and will never know

nothing special

As usual, i force myself out of bed early in the morning to college for CE's test
erm, it's actually not hard just tat i didn prepare for it..who cares, it's just a test! xp
Went to Bully's house after exam, i'm still the driver..haha
this time, choy yee, jin yi, and yvonne followed
at bully hse 3 of them were down stairs online-ing
while me and Bully two pig wanted to sleep so we went upstairs
ended up having some girls talk..haha
went back to school around 1.30++ for a meeting at 2pm!
classes ends at 5pm den straight go home..
... .. ... .. .. ....
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i will be ok
and i am still fine

things just happen out of sudden

Attended Malaysian Studies and Quantitative Methods this morning
classes ends at 11am
den out of sudden feel like going to mv for lunch!
den bUlly, Yvonne and me just straight drive there after class
i'm the driver of the day! haha
cuz Bully says she's tired!
moreover i have not been driving more a month,
so it's actually fun and exciting for all of us
reach mv dat time, dunno how cum while want to find duno watever 'zon' for parking,
suddenly the bloody road led us to another high way
we got lost! haha
went into duno which indian street full of indian shop
but at last, we still get back on our way to mv
Ate a bowl of laksa and then walk around lo..
den.. .. ..
dun wana mention,
about 1.30pm++, drive back to school
wasnt in the mood plus i'm tired
so nothing much happen

在外人面前强忍着眼泪
但还是忍不了鼻涕的直流 >.<
大概是自己不够坚强吧
所以到最后还是被别人用奇怪的眼神望着












面对着你，那不变的爱意还有笑容永远不会消失

The Second SEM full of "MAILs"

Subjects taking

• Malaysian Studies (Mrs Rabiha)
• Quantitative Methods (Mr Tommy)
• Computing Essentials (Mr Alan)
• Writting for Academic Purposes (Mr i forgotten)
• Films & Arts Appreciation (Mr Jefri)

hereby i apologize for the spelling error! xp

4 male lecturer and 1 female

OMfG!!! tOtALLy Speechless..

i Just Love this so much

we love each other ^-^

can u see love in us? lolx..

Deadly Chocolates

Duno wat had happen to me lately
i cant control myself for not consuming deadly chocolates!
i just couldn't resist the temptation of milky chocolateSS!! S.O.S
i've just finish the box of ferrero rocher..
and now i'm having giant bar of Toblerone
OMG!
sumbody pls STOP me!

Hey peoples,
my handphone number u guys having will not be using anymore!
will contact u guys personally for latest updates!
Sorry for all the inconvenience cause!

i'm bored

No class for today,

but i still wake up early and go college!

not b'cuz i love college,

is juz b'cuz i dun wan to stay at home

Sianzzz~

duno since when i started to feel like dat

i used to not even stay any longer in college when there's no class

but now..even got no class for the whole day,

i still go college!

haiz~

simple boring routine life i'm facing!

really tired

Lynn wants to get OUT!

out of this kind of Life!!!

but....sigh~

Shut UP!

There you go, you're always so right
it's all a big show, it's all about you

You think you know, what everyone needs
you always take time to criticize me

It seems like everyday i make mistake
i just cant get it right
it's like i'm the one you love to hate
but not today

So shut up shut up shut up
don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
get out of my way
Step up step up step up
you'll never stop me
nothing you say today is gonna bring me down

There you go, you never ask why
it's all a big lie, whatever you do

You think you're special
but i know and i know and i know
and we know that you're not

You're always there to point out my mistake
and shove them in my face
it's like i'm the one you love to hate
but not today

So shut up shut up shut up
don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
get out of my way
Step up step up step up
you'll never stop me
nothing you say today is gonna bring me down

Don't tell me who i should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what i should do
i don't want to waste my time
i'll watch you fade away

The Unbelievable

2nd semester started ad went to sku ytd to attend classes
and then during our break between classes
duno how cum sudden talk bout cinema and then we decided to go watch movie
at 1st we say watch laughing gor..
but then the show timing is not rite..
den wanted to watch The Orphan but the time is too long
cuz by time when we rush back to college, our class sure start ad
so at last The Unbelievable was wat we chose
that movie totally not our type man,
i shud say it is a documentary..a record from weird ppls..
it's about black magic..spooky spooky things..
Guess wat, chairs at my right hand side all empty,
inside there very few ppl..super cold..and i am wearing a short pants..
dat kinda 'qi fen' really....argh!!!
That fellar who shoot that movie totally suxx!!
duno wat happen to his skill,
after finish that show, my head is spinning!!
feel vommiting!
uhh, 1st time at cinema got this type of feel
in conclusion,
a totally eeewww for this "movie"!!